Jay Leno needs to shut up

Apparently my new hobby is blogging...I'm blogging like a madman would.
Ever wonder why you think about someone so much it's like a bad cut that salt keeps getting poured into? I think that those people are the most important...because they nag and nag and nag at you until you can't stand it anymore!!

Adrian is my open wound...and he isn't healing very well. I think he's going to heal into one of those ugly lumpy scars..

I think it is going to heal like that...very painful.
There really has to be something I can do for Adrian. He just needs someone.


After I went to see Adrian I got a call from the woman that was selling me my new puppy saying I could pick her up! She's adorable!


Yes she is. Her name is Miz Deliverance after a character in Poppy Z. Brite's book Lost Souls and I love her so much...Chihuahuas are the best pets ever!

Well it's time for me to go to sleep.


I hope Adrian is doing ok.



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some music for you all

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Play smack the child

How come people insist on hurting themselves?
Don't they realize it hurts others??

Honestly sometimes I want to take Adrian and just shake him and tell him to stop! He is loved. Don't just let some asshole ruin your life!! Seriously it's just absolutely stupid.

I can't even believe he'd do that after I told him I was coming over...to hang out...to see my best friend! Getting trashed by yourself is one thing but doing what he does is just stupid!

Adrian, darling, you are my very best friend and I love you more than anything in the world. I just can't believe someone as special as you would want to hurt yourself so much. I love you so much and I can't stand to see you hurt yourself. You are the only person I trust with my entire life...I just hope you don't take it to the extreme...because we all need you!

In other news: Twitter is the stupidest thing I've ever seen. I don't want to e-stalk people.
Really people only need ONE account on ONE social networking place. What do you people do?? Just spend all your time on the internet??

Get out and read a book!!

Here's some that I adore reading:

Lost Souls-Poppy Z. Brite
Les Liaisons dangereuses-Pierre Choderlos de Laclos
The Picture of Dorian Gray-Oscar Wilde
House of Leaves-Mark Z. Danielewski
Dracula-Brom Stoker


Or you could go out and take a walk which I'm going to go do.
And think...about everything



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Welcome Home, Edmond Dantes

Just got back from the airport and I'm really glad to be home. Marseille isn't my favorite place to visit, I guess I've just never been into the whole "port towns". Spending most of my spring break not seeing my friends isn't so great either. But I guess Marseille is really pretty. And I got to spend more "quality time" with Annabelle and Isabelle...quality time being clubbing.

Cons about being in France for 90% of my spring break was not getting to see Cat. It's weird to think that I've been dating that amazing girl for almost 7 months now. I'm absolutely in love..except for the whole she's probably going to make me go to prom with her. Not a big dancer...I'd rather chill with Adrian and Ryin.

I haven't talked to Adrian yet. I'm getting kinda worried about him. He's in a mood that worries me a lot. Maybe I'll check in on him once I "do" my laundry. hah



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